Did you know that i have only had sex with four people and i lost my virginity when i was 17 and im 24 years old now and the longest i have went without sex has been like two years i dk why i started this off with sex maybe because i haven't had any in over a year lol hahah i dont have sex with just random ppl either i mean if i am having sex with you im pretty much in a relationship with you thats just me not saying anything bad about the ppl that do it or anything.... only 1 guy has ever seen me completely naked( i was alot smaller back then and it was six years ago) and its one of them four ppl i had sex with im not comfortable with my body and when i look in the mirror naked it grosses me out so why would i want anyone else to see me naked!!! I have ugly scars on my body in secret places and dont wont people to see them!!
Did you know that i used to be one of the skinniest kids in my class's until about 7th grade i used to actually be to skinny and now look at me im as big as a house right now and that biggest ive ever been a year in a half ago i was the smallest i had been in a prob about 5 years and i put it all back on and bigger than i have ever been i know i just said that but o well i actually am getting info on the lap band and waiting for some paper work to come in the mail and see if i qualify hopefully i do!!!!
Have a good day everyone!!!!!
have you ever heard of myfitnesspal.com?
ReplyDeleteI joined that site about 25 days ago and I've lost 11 pounds just tracking my calories through that site. I've struggled with my weight after having my babies.
You're not alone. I have stretch marks galore, Even if I lost 50 pounds, I wouldn't even be able to wear a bikini!
Hang in there, you deserve a great guy.. he'll find you sooner or later! :)